Being friends and being girlfriend/boyfriend are 2 diffirent deeds. Cause love is such a strong (and absolutely thoughtless) feeling. I am afraid it is very hard resist to do something for the one you love - even when it can affect someone else and bring some side effects along. But if that were a friend, you sure would think more before you do it. They say love is blind. 10 reasons why I want friendship
Speaking of judging ... really, I read the whole 200 page book just to find what kind of person the author is... though my friend said it's so lame, boring and meaningless

The first and also the shortest reply. I'm so proud . Well, it's your own judgement anyway. I don't comment no more

Thanks a lot . Good example, I'll try next time

OK, this thread was made to spend my long boring days waiting to get back to my member status again. Well, I'm still perfectly fine, on everyway there are always stops. I will spend this time usefully .
I've been drawing for only 3 years actually. Though that was not long but I have had an amazing advance in everything, compare to the one I was at grade 6 and my best friend ever now (WAAAAAAHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA, you can never defeat me baby, I'm Superman - She's really mad, she's been drawing since kindergarten). PS : she also was the one who said I should try to draw, cause it was fun and very creative. I tried . Said it since grade six, now it's nine then that was 4 years. I actually stopped doing it for more than 1 year, grade seven. The year of researching, unforgetable.
But of course as everyone I have some weaknesses those need to be fixed as soon as possible. I can not draw the background, that is the biggest thing. My, how can I mastered all the feelings people can ever express when I can't even draw any unmoving things ? And the second worst is I can not draw anything look down from above, look up from under and look from right/left side. Though I already knew the reason why, I have no sense of dimension, I mean like 3D or I can't simply imagine how the hell it will look like ( for short : poor imagination).
So please everybody, help me, share all your experiences about those !

Hi! I'm now in a very uncomfortable sittuation. My submittion was deleted because it was an enlarged scan. This is not the first time anyway. Well, I dont care much about that, INDEED it was not my scan, I found it on an image board, if it is required I can provide the link where I got it from. But I am restricted now because of it. I just want to ask how to know a scan has been enlarged or not, so next time I can be a little more careful when planning on submitting something ? And since the case was pretty clear now, when I can get back to be a normal member ?
Thanks for checking out . Geez, sure being restricted is no good at all

You are really really the kind-hearted type, just my favourite. Well, you're right, we all have trouble with exploring somebody's true nature. Sometimes we misunderstand and cause terrible expression inside them, and in those kinds of bruises, the one which hurts then the most is not something they did wrong but something wrong about themselves, apperances included. Sure it's horrible to think just their existances around somebody is already enough to make that person feel uncomfortable. That makes them feel, uhm, somehow maybe ashame of themselves or hurt or angry or other bad feelings, or maybe the situation can get worse if they say it's fine or simply just smile. Now that it has come to the very very very bad part : hiding themselves, closed to everybody, no talking no joining in anything at all. That's exactly what the psychologist afraid of the most. From that will probably leads to, it will be hard to understand or imagine but sorry I cant get to that part. Just say it's like burry yourself alive when everyone else keeps living and laughing without noticing your death (that's even worse than death).
Your friend, she is really lucky to have a friend like you. But I'm very sure that the one you are playing with in present is not her anymore, right ? Because of other dummies, she has change. It will take time for her to recover, and see, she already has the best support ever, maybe slowly but it will be OK after all, no worry (hakuna matata ! yay !).
But maybe, incase she can only revive inside, still fine. You're cool with gothic type, aren't you ? (maybe your friend will be back to totally normal when she's got some kind of great shock, having somebody in in mind perhaps... I'm just afraid when the day comes, you won't be able to let her go ...

merged: 01-23-2008 ~ 06:59pm
How come every reply for this thread is so long ?

Since when it sounds so familier..... whoever said it before, dont care much, hear it everyday... I already had what I came for, I dont need more and you just one of the clients suddenly "dropped" by and left behind some words without noticing someone's mind about this problem has changed. This thread was only something I created in the middle of an anger, I was so mad cause that day one of my friends got some troubles (she ran out of class crying for the third time because those brainless boys bullied her. No matter how violent I was they never stopped, their mouths kept lying even when they were facing the teacher about that. And those eartheads bullied my friend just because she's just a little chocolate looking - I meant her skin - and the main point was she studies way way way better than them. ****, jealousy). It's just not fair at all.
P.s : once I really like something, I keep that feeling no matter what others say about it. Being like this has been one of my worst habits, sorry if you dont like it and did not hav enough patience to read the whole thread.

Oh, since I'm just a mind-digger, I dont care much about others but me, yes, my first priority. To me, the ones those I did not like at the first impression (which contained both their outside and a short but clear summary of the inside) they are nothing but experimental rabbit (or just rats). When I said it was the most important thing, well it was the most important thing in YOU that PEOPLE can see and realize, not my standard. If I wanted to be a psichologist and I judged people by their looks then I was just a sucker.
I dont care how much if you look so ugly, I care how do you and people around you handle your and others' appearances. Those I said above ? Just some related anecdotes..... turns out it worked with all of you people.

On secind thought, I made up my mind (again). Because I am having a huge test tomorrow so this time I really need some kind of power that can stop the time, long enough for me to complete the test and incase I forget something. But hey, mind - reader will be cool, I will scan their head to find the answer.
Hmmm , maybe not very necessary .. the shadows can do all that too...
The worst thing is tomorrow is 17/1! It's Hiro-san's birthday ! Oh god, what the hell can be worse than this ?

hmmm, human's bodies were not made to fly and to fly that fast. If the body can't take all the risk then ... uh oh ...
And convince and persuade... sure good ... but you're having trouble with other people, aren't you ? You dont have their agreement/permission (oooh,probably parents - children's biggest walls surrounding them from the interesting world outside), that's why you want to make them listen to you.
I have no trouble with my parents. It's not true that I'm a good child, I just know where the limit is. And since they're not suspicious at all, I cant tell . To earn this faith, I had to let them read some lies in my fake diary a few couples of years ago. It was so hard to lie... if I'm busted then I am so doomed. Lying is a too dangerous thing to do, I wont risk the life I'm having and enjoying that

Actually, I love to have psychic power too cause I want to be a psichologist, but if I have to choose I won't choose it INDEED. There's something else I prefer. Controling the shadows, perhaps. No secret or lie can escape me.

Who cares, it's fun for me and it's good for you to speak out even the silliest wish ever. This is just a effective way of relaxing.
By the way, clever choice. Seems like you really like drawing a lot.

merged: 01-15-2008 ~ 06:41pm
People do want something that can make things in their lives easier ~.~

Well that's it, what is it ? Well, I think it's not too hard to answer, maybe you already got your answer inside your head (that's exactly why you joint this community I guess). We love anime and we all are dreamers I'm not surprise.
What kind of power you want to have ? Why ? And most important, what do you want to use it for ? Talk as much as you want, I'll always listen
But REMEMBER, you can choose ONLY ONE. And that's also the one which tells me best what kind of people you're (laughing evilly)
One last thing : Don't try to lie to test me

AH hah, I need to say some more thing. First, a gift means something from another person that is given to you, NOT from you. Well someone else might enjoy that gift too but first it was for you at the first place. This thread is about personal wants, wish something for yourself (I wont say a word if you wish for the person you like best - I want a gift like that too but it's not thing that I need the most). Even when it's Christmas and I'm sure all of us have spirits of giving but what about you ?
My theory : Take good care of yourself before thinking of the others.
It may sound cold, but it's true. What will the people you love and want to protect feel when you are hurt ? I'm the independent type, I dont want anybody to worry about me, it will only annoy me but help me nothing.
You will say something in this thread of mine when you are enjoying a lonely Christmas this year. Happy Holidays ! - or holly days of course ~.^

What is your ideal Christmas gift ? Something that you've wished to have for a long time ? Something prescious ? Something normal but meaningful ? Or a great surprise ? (extra homework is count on this ).
I want a scanner for myself . Even when my father said yes but I knew I must wait for at least another decade . Poor me...If it's not a scanner then it is nothing...

But even that fool - eh sorry, I dont like him very much - doesn't even know who were his parents. It seemed like he did not even try once to find out who they were. What will happen to HIM when he knows it, I wonder ?
By the way, Naruto looks like his mom much more than his dad. And what kind of Godfather doesn't tell the kid he named anything about his parents ? SHEEEEEs, Jiraiya is so gonna die in the next chapter anyway. He have this name when he was eating RAMEN ? Oh people, you can see how cruel life is sometimes... One man's name - which he will have to keep the rest of his life was decided when a no good old man who only cares about women eating ramen.....T__T

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MMMYYYYYYYY GOOSSSSH!
I can not believe it! Naruto is truely the fourth Hokage SON?
NO NON NO NO! How could a kid like THIS can be the son of such a great great great man like THAT! No A WAY!
Come one people, say something about this shocking true!

This is a very sensitive problem isn't it ? Even the one who opened it (typing.. typing..) right is very suprised about what she's been reading. I'm glad people want to talk about it. Go on!
And I have some word to say by the way. I know you read the nasty thing I wrote, but after all the truth remains. I said I didn't want does not mean I coud not axcept. Actually we can axcept everything, but like playing with a wild tiger, stay in a good distance, please dont get too close. And I dont hate them at all. You people are right, there could be prescious things inside them, I did know that and I judge things very carefully before I throw them away. I have to say they do have something, but have been through that much hatred from people around make them lose their own confidence and that's why it's hard to know what special skill that they have, they never show up again.
Anyway, if you're a very kind person then I believe you can be friend with whoever you want but I wish I were there to see how you take the ridiculous looks from others. Try your best. If you abandon that one again because you cant take it no more then tell me. I'm always ready to hear things like this -.~

Even when people said it's OK to be not so pretty and your true beauty is benearth your skin but I think everything has a limit of its own. So in this case, I want to know what do you think of the importance of appearances in "appearance" most truely meaning : the way YOU or the others around you look in the outside. Is it really important to you ? Is first look or first expression will really stay forever in your mind ? Is it OK to be friend with an ugly face ? All these questions, and why ?

You dont have to read these below, just read the lasts in the end of this long comment.

Cause in my mind, appearances are the most important thing. Not only the way you look, it's also about the WAY that things of yours look in the outside. It's fine if you do something bad, as long as no one knows and you look OK then it's fine.
Nobody will care about how did you do it, just dont make it so stinky. Cause you're not the only one who is rotten inside, so please stay quiet and keep on the good "work" and show at least enjoyment and pleasure, or even being shown up and proud and act like the other who does not how to make it look good and tries their best, working like crazy for nothing.

And about the outlook, I'm afraid people will stay away from you and even before you try to reach them. Well, at first they will talk behind your back and then they won't fell sorry no more and talk right in front of your face about your not so perfect appearance til you get mad or simply just run away and cry.

After that, or no, even before that they will tell you in the nice way that you ARE too beautiful, your beauty's killing us, you should not be attemped at school or do not show up in the graduation celebration so that the camera will be burnt with the film inside, or you're the most disgusting thing that appears on the picture.

No one likes ugly things, you, people around you, your own parents, your friends (or are they really your friends, or they just dont want to act too straight or just PRETEND to be good) it's not only the common way people think, it's the rule, and it has been kept since the day the first human appears on Earth, like that definately that I will take that one, cause it's so pretty, and THAT IS THE SIGN OF A GOOD DNA .
THAT'S HOW THEY DID, THAT'S HOW WE ARE DOING, THAT'S WHY WE ARE THE STRONGEST CREATURES ON EARTH AND THESE UGLY LIKE YOU ARE THE MISTAKES OF GOD. YOU DONT NEED TO BE PERFECT BUT WITH THAT YOU'RE NOT WORTHY ENOUGH TO BE TREATED LIKE A HUMAN BEING.

And if you can't take it anymore and disappear of their lives that will be even better for them, at least they won't have to face a monster everyday. All this not because I'm too stress, it's truth.

Tell me why I never believe such stupid fairy tails, all lies 'bout all the beautiful girls, got in troubles, being saved and getting maried with beautiful boys.
The same way in mangas, even when first intro was the main girl was just lower than normal then she would be happy as long as she tried her best things would be alright, and life can be tough sometimes (it's all the times, forgive it anyway, it was printed to sell itself). Oh please. Your parents wont say "OK you did your best", what else is in your mind already, I wont repeat.

So, will you come close to say hi to an ugly face ? or tell them get home and have fun with their computers ?

This post has been edited for better readability. Please guys, use paragraphs.

Me likey, I think if an anime has a lot bit or a lot of ecchi is okay, as long as the director and the viewers are still sober enough to know what is the anime real meanings all about (unless that anime has nothing but *** scenes) . Ecchi is a perfect kind of drawing where you can show all yours drawing's skill. Anybody do the drawings ? Oh yes it's me again, first to raise hand . I think I'm digging too deep in the body's details so that I can draw background no more. Hope you can still stick to the story while watching ecchi scenes

Cutest ? I'm too greedy, I have a really long list here. Let see, I can name some of them
Boys: Allen Walker (D.Grayman), Ichimoku Ren ( Jigoku Shoujo)
Girls (this is the toughest choice):Kikuri! (Jigoku Shoujo) of course she's a bit weird but along with Ai-chan my eyes and my mind are both blown away!
From Jigoku Shoujo fan^.^

(picking up an Hiro-san's artwork,looking into it with such unconcious eyes) Sometimes it's just me and you honey (sigh) Time is always the best cure.
Well,that's just the case I was not hurt much,if it does hurt much then instead of that I find the fastest way to kill that person without leaving a clue for Mr.Inspector, and write it in a notebook.Indeed, there ARE many killing and assatsinning plans in that notebook(I wrote in it many times before)and luckily none of them was executed.What , I didn't want to go to jail that soon , I'm too young.So all those plans,I use them to make myself inspired when I want to make a story and they also become a part of that story I write.And the hurt heart has gone away for good, why should I care 'bout someone who hurt me? I'm very easy to get mad and very hard to forgive someone, need a really long time I dont want to see their faces until they maybe do something great ,makes me forget 'bout old things ...But it rarely happens.Told ya I'm such a meany monster.I never speak out my feeling to anyone and I never write it too (after my mom read my diary when I was 8, I do trust nobody - arcording to me and to all the theory of science I know,nobody is faithful - People dont tell truth even when they dont realize that).Letting people know more 'bout you is a very dangerous move.I always watch out. Hope you guys wont become like me after reading this.By the way,now I'm 14 and i still hate my mom - even I'm still living with her under one roof.For my own future,there will be hard annoying choices and conditions to deal with. I will do what it best for myself, so that I can stand still in my life then NO need anyone